Friday, April 23, 2010

Opera this, opera that.

So sometimes I get a little frustrated. I remember my first semester at Indiana University...surrounded by divas who couldn't get enough of themselves. Surrounded by guys and girls who wouldn't stop talking about who they studied with and how awesome they are.

In high school, it is safe to say that EVERYONE knew that I sang. Everyone. I also was probably a little more open about it and not afraid to go after I want. I've become a lot less aggressive as a person overall, so I stay under the radar a little bit.

I was super bummed about the fact that I was accepted into Kris Ceiseinski's studio...only to find out that she doesn't have room for me. However, the more I move up in my education, the more I realize that I need to maintain a quiet confidence. I have no desire to be a diva. I'd rather be respected, loved and admired for other things. I was excited to come to a school where I thought that people would be less diva-ish. Well, I've discovered that is not always the case. Still lots of divas. It's kind of annoying.

There are just so many things about being surrounded by Mormons, or people who were raised Mormon....there are just so many things that make me laugh.

Anywho...that's my little tangent. Off to piano class. Ugh.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Semester done? Check!!

Wow guys. So many great things to tell you about! I don't have tons of time to be writing today, but I wanted to keep you 3 people who read this informed.

First thing first, I'm done with school for another semester!!! Yay for Spring Break!! WHOO!! (Oh and by the way, before I forget I want to mention that I'm typing this little diddy on my new MAC!!! I finally am a Mac owner :) After years of Mac envy, I have one of my very own!! It's a used one, but I don't care! It's great!!! And I got it for a LOT cheaper than a new one would have cost me!) Now that I have that exciting news out of the way....

The semester finished up pretty well over all, minus one little bump of having to retake one class next semester, but oh well. If you fall off the horse, you get up and try, try again, right? But other than that, I'm pulling out solid A's and B's like a good student. I don't know if straight A's will ever be in my future. As long as I pull out solid A's and B's every semester, I can deal. Next semester is going to be INSANE!!!! Seriously, insane in the membrane for sure. But I'm still pumped about it. I'm taking 17 credits, volunteering as a mentor for the Heber J. Grant scholarship program, teaching a life skills workshop, and starting a business!! Crazy huh? I love it.

I am going home to Indiana on Monday for the week. I couldn't be more thrilled about it. I miss my family and friends. I'm so excited to see my Daddy!! And Adam!! And well, just everyone!!

Today is also a special day because one of my dear friends, Breanna, is getting married today! Another one bites the dust. If you're wanting to get married in the next year or so, just become best friends with me. It seems to work! Haha. On a serious note, I am so incredibly happy for her. I think of all of my friends and the weddings I have been able to witness and the special occasions I have been able to be a part of and I feel so very blessed. Due to geography, I haven't been able to witness the births of some of my favorite babies in person, but I love them all so much! I really feel like I need to be better about building relationships with them. I think of my mom and her best friends, some of which are still a part of my life today, and it is so enriching for me. It gives me an opportunity to learn more about my mom that I would never know otherwise. I am so excited to see my friends and their families grow. I am so excited to see where life takes each of us. But I'm just excited to live each day and see what that has to offer as well.

Okay, so anywho, I have some things to finish up.

Love and health,

Courtney

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Today...

was not a day in which I accomplished much.

Let's try again tomorrow, shall we?

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Registration

In order to register for one class you have to go to like five different screens.

But then there is a button that says "drop all classes and withdraw from school".

Well, it's a lot easier to do that than to register. Are they trying to send subliminal messages?

Don't worry...I'll go through the million screens to register.

But still, food for thought. hehe.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Fishbowl

So I should be looking over my music for my voice lesson that is in 30 minutes, but instead, I figured I needed to update you folks on my oh-so-lovely life.
When is the last time I even updated you? Oh...probably right after Adam and I started talking again. We're still best friends and it's great. He finally has a JOB again!! Congrats Adam! So proud of him :)

So....hm....what's been happening in the world of me? Well, it's been busy, that's for certain. Life is......really great!!! Opera Scenes just finished this past weekend and it was a blast. My favorite part? Teasing my hair a good 6" tall for our MacBeth scenes where I was a witch. It was fantastic. I have a shocking revelation for you. I actually like opera. Better yet, I'm considering actually having a career in it. I was shocked with myself. Who would have thought that I would start to love something after so many years of being so against it!? Next semester I will be *hopefully* studying with Kristine Ciesenski. (Check her out here: ) Her and her husband starting teaching as part time faculty here at BYUI a few years back. She is quite intense and quite intimidating. I figure that she will either make or break me as to whether or not I want to pursue a master's degree in Vocal Performance or if I want to go down another path (perhaps the musical theatre path) for grad school.

School has been going really well this semester. I think it's safe to say that I'm developing into a pretty good little student. There are still areas of improvement to be made, of course, but I do my homework and go to class almost all the time!! Yay me! I made a big decision this week to go on the fast grad program which will make my graduation in December of NEXT YEAR!!!! That means less than two years and I'll have a bachelor's degree! I'm pretty set on this goal...so it will have to take something major to distract me from it now. I'm just so excited to continue growing and learning. I see little improvements in things and have really grown as a musician over the last year.

Also, for the first time in my LIFE, I have been making financial strides and have paid off some major things. It's been so great. I have to say that it hasn't been completely on my own, as I've had some assistance from someone in some areas, but it has been a HUGE blessing to feel financially more secure than I think I ever have since I've been on my own. I'm grateful for PELL GRANTS!!! haha.

There have been other things here and there that have contributed to my pleasant feeling about life, such as having a boyfriend, even despite the fact we are no longer together, we are still friends and he does make me feel really great about myself....it's just too difficult to maintain a long distance relationship and things weren't adding up just right.

I've started to gain a love for flowers in my hair and DownEast clothing.

Well, I need to at least look at my music before I go to my lesson.

Love to you!♥ ♥

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Thursday Weigh Ins: Week 1

Drum roll please!!!!

Here are the results after week one:

Weight: 195

Hip: 45 in
Waist: 44 in
Bust: 44 in

Here are last week's numbers:

Weight: 196 lbs

Hips: 46 in
Waist: 45 in
Bust: 45 in

WHOO HOO!! I only lost 1 (maybe two...my scale isn't the most precise...) pounds but my I've lost an inch EVERYWHERE else!!! That is crazy!

I've really fallen in love with the Yoga workout and I do it daily (with Sunday as my literal day of rest). I've done the Boot Camp workout once and I did enjoy it. As long as I'm doing one or the other, it doesn't really matter.

Health and Happiness!

Courtney

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Biggest Loser Workouts

So today is day one of my new exercise program. I purchased Biggest Loser Bootcamp and Biggest Loser Yoga for Weightloss workout DVD's yesterday. I must say....I got my butt kicked during the yoga workout but it felt AMAZING afterwards. Anywho...I'll keep you posted. I need to start keeping better track again. I'll be 26 in 3 months (omg....) and I would like to weigh 180 by my birthday.

SO.....Thursdays are going to be weekly weigh in days.

Current weight: 196 lbs

Hips: 46 in
Waist: 45 in
Bust: 45 in


Now, considering I weighed 255 lbs two years ago, I'm very happy thus far; however, now is phase two.

Good luck to me! haha.

Oh Heyyyyy

I must say I have a talent for marrying off best friends. If you want to get married, just be my best friend! LOL. Congrats to Breanna!!! She's getting married! Whoo! It's going to be interesting trying to help plan a wedding in Ohio from Idaho....hm....but I'm excited for her! How fun! I've never seen a temple sealing before so it will be a really cool experience.

Speaking of best friends, I have mine back now:) I'm very blessed to be able to call a few people my best friends. It's a long story that I won't go into details about, but Adam and I didn't speak for two weeks to figure some stuff out. It's been figured out, and we're back to normal. Thank goodness!

I am going to be performing in a Broadway Revue show here on campus next weekend. I am PUMPED UP about it! I get to belt out and be on stage. YESSSSSSS!! Hm...what am I going to wear!? Belting makes me happy. It doesn't make my voice teacher happy, but it makes ME happy! Ha!

I bought some new workout videos from the Biggest Loser...I'm excited to try them. I'll let you know what I think. (I'll probably post that on my other blog though...so you should be reading that too! haha)

Okay, I'm a sleepy girl. Off to bed I go.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

What happened yesterday?

Oh man. Lemme tell ya. Yesterday was an emotional day! It started Thursday night and just rolled it's emotional back on over to Friday for me to enjoy. I think my "Perfectly Lonely" bug got lost and thought it was the "You're going to be alone forever and everyone important in your life leaves you anyways...." bug. Okay, fine. Yes. I'm a tad overdramatic sometimes; however, it was a valid thought so I can justify my behavior. I'm just glad it didn't tidal wave out to where I talked to too many people because mostly, it was just silly. However, I would like to share some of what I experienced yesterday, because I know I can't be completely alone in this endeavor. I'm sure someone out there has had the same feelings.

Going along with this, I think it is safe to acknowledge that I have a hard time losing people (and to psychoanalyze myself, I'm pretty sure it has something to do with losing a parent as a child.) All of my closest friends (okay let's say 95%) that I talk(ed) to on a regular basis in the last 3 years are married or engaged or in serious relationships now. And several of them are moms or dads as well. Guess what happens when that happens? They slowly disappear from my life. I call, I get a voicemail. I call, they are busy. I text, no response back. I call again, they are still busy and I leave another voicemail (sometimes I want to get married just to see what the heck everyone gets so busy with....other that the obvious pun that can be taken from that sentence. You can't have sex all day every day...). Don't get me wrong, I LOVE that they are married and have cute little babies because I get to be the world's coolest aunt to all of them. BUT the selfish side of me kind of resents what it does to my friendships. I keep having to find new friends. I liked my old friends just fine! (Err, no offense new friends...) And here at BYU-"I-DO", dating and getting married are in the everyday jargon of the 18 year old girls and the 21 year old fresh-off-the-mish boys. It makes it difficult to ignore. Not to mention, being 25, overweight and not your traditional LDS girl here at BYU-I doesn't exactly make the dating scene any better. I remember now why I had problems last year....my self esteem kinda takes a hit here.

So, what do I do about it (the obvious answer would be to age backwards and starve myself....wait, no? Wrong answer?)? Well yesterday, I'll admit, I cried and whined about it for half of the day. I was annoyed with life in general. I'll also mention that I am terrible at not being good at something (i.e. playing the piano, sightsinging, and reading syncopated rhythms....) and I had to deal with ALL of those factors yesterday morning. Being a music major is a skilled major, and yes, I know I possess the skills to be a music major, but I have to stretch beyond my capacity to gain more skills and knowledge. I've never been one to stretch myself. I'll try it. Although a word of caution: I might whine and cry more. :) But by the end of the day, I had showered, plopped myself down on the Lovesak in our living room and started doing homework. Fortunately, and unfortunately for my homework, I got invited to hang out with one of those "new friends" I mentioned before...and I ended up having a great night, and my patience kind of paid off in a way.

So that was that. It was emotional, ridiculous, but valid. I can't help the way I feel...but I can learn to cope with it. I can't change my life. It is what it is. I can learn to be happy with it though. I don't really care that I'm not married or don't have kids of my own. That doesn't make me unhappy. I do care about the relationships with my close friends and wish those relationships didn't have to take such a low spot on the todem pole because they have someone else in their No. 1 slot. As I get older, and continue to live a life different from most of my friends (not being married, etc) I will have to find my peace with it. I don't mean to sound bitter. I have a great life. I just miss my friends sometimes.

Has anyone else had to deal with this? How do you cope with it? When a best friend gets married or "moves on" to a different part of their life, where does that leave the friendship? They have a husband, wife or kids to occupy their time. The unmarried best friend, although busy with life, still has flexibility and time to contribute...but it's hard to maintain a relationship with a voicemail. What do we do to adapt to the new situation? Do we email more and talk less? Or do we live in a world where our best friends are just fillers until we find a spouse? Once the spouse is there, what's the need for a best friend? Is that how it works? Does it become burdensome to try and hold on to that old friend? Hm....so many questions.

Let's all let that one marinate and see what we come up with. (Vandi, sidenote, You're probably the busiest woman I know but you are pretty amazing at keeping up with things....and I know you'll be the first one to read and comment on this. I love you for that. And sidenote to anyone else who might be reading this....don't be mad that I gave Vandi props. haha.)

Do I sound like a complaining camel? (Oh yeah, came up with that one all by myself...kind of like quiet coyote, only different.)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Worth Sharing....

The following is the most recent devotional at BYU-Idaho given by Elder Russell M. Nelson of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. For LDS and non-LDS alike, I encourage you to read and ponder these words. I found some of the facts and data particularly interesting. Just goes to show, God has always been and will always be in control.

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Brigham Young University-Idaho Devotional
January 26, 2010

Education: A Religious Responsibility
Elder Russell M. Nelson
Quorum of the Twelve Apostles


Thank you President Clark. Sister Wendy Nelson and I are grateful for the privilege of participating with you today at this devotional assembly. President Thomas S. Monson and his counselors as well as my associates in the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles extend our love and greetings to each of you. We and all members of the Board of Trustees express our gratitude to members of the faculty and the staff of this institution. You are dedicated and devoted leaders. And to the students, we express our deep affection and best wishes. We love you! The youth of this Church are part of a chosen generation. You have been foreordained to be leaders in the Church of God. We are honored to be with you.



Tonight Wendy will speak at the Women’s Meeting and I will get to listen to her message. The assignment for me to speak to you this afternoon has come from the First Presidency. If I had my preference, I would hear from each of you. I would like to get to know every one of you. I would like to learn of your faith, of your goals in life, and of your challenges. Not knowing how I could make that happen, I had better be obedient to my leaders and do as they have asked. Please accept my virtual handshake as a sign of my love for each of you.



I am still thinking about your opening hymn. Thank you for your meaningful musical prayer: “As I Searched the Holy Scriptures, loving Father of mankind, may my heart be blessed with wisdom, and may knowledge fill my mind.” [1]



From my heart and mind to yours, I address you on this occasion. Please be true to yourself. Honor—yes, even demand—highest expectations from yourself. Pursue your education as a priority of the highest order. Gain all the education you can. With us as Latter-day Saints, education is a religious responsibility. “The glory of God is intelligence” (D&C 93:36).



Your personal intelligence—your personal identity—is everlasting and divine (see D&C 93:29). I believe that Thomas Jefferson must have felt that dignity and divine nature of the human spirit when he wrote, “I have sworn upon the Altar of God, eternal hostility against every form of tyranny over the mind of man.” [2]


Seek Education

Your mind is precious! It is sacred. Therefore, the education of one’s mind is also sacred. Indeed, education is a religious responsibility. Of course, our opportunities and abilities will vary a great deal. But, in the pursuit of one’s education, individual desire is more important than is the institution you choose; personal drive is more significant than is the faculty.



Our Creator expects His children everywhere to gain an education as a personal endeavor. He issued this commandment: “Seek ye diligently and teach one another words of wisdom; yea, seek ye out of the best books words of wisdom; seek learning, even by study and also by faith” (D&C 88:118; emphasis added). When you leave this frail existence, your material possessions will remain here, but the Lord has declared that the knowledge you acquire here will rise with you in the resurrection (see D&C 130:18–19). In light of this celestial perspective, if you impulsively drop out or otherwise cut short your education, you would not only disregard a divine decree but also abbreviate your own eternal potential.



Each one of you may have had or will yet have your own day of personal commitment—your own scholastic Sacred Grove equivalent. I still remember my moment of resolution. Many years ago, as an untrained teenager, I secured temporary employment at Christmastime. The work was dull, repetitive, and monotonous. Each hour of the day passed slowly. I resolved then and there that I would obtain an education that would qualify me for more meaningful work in my life. I determined that I would become a doctor of medicine.



Many years later, when I was serving both as a medical doctor and a stake president, I chatted with many young people about their personal educational pursuits. Some asked me how long it took to become a doctor of medicine. I replied, “The general pattern would be four years at a university, followed by four years in medical school. And, should you choose to specialize, that could add another five years or more.



My words would often evoke a response like, “You mean . . . ? Why, that adds up to 13 years—and maybe more? That’s too long for me!”



“That all depends,” I would respond. “Preparation for your career is not too long if you know what you want to do with your life. How old will you be 13 years from now if you don’t pursue your education? Just as old, whether or not you become what you want to be!”



So my counsel then—and now—is to continue your education, wherever you are, whatever your interest and opportunity may be. Determine how you can best serve your family and society and prepare well.



Regardless of your personal choice of career, your education is the key. In the process, try to gain wisdom too. Long ago, an important question was asked by Job: “Where shall wisdom be found?” (Job 28:12) Just for a moment, let us focus on his profound question.



Education is a vital component of wisdom. Not long after the pioneers began the construction of their magnificent temple in Illinois, they established the University of the City of Nauvoo. The First Presidency then proclaimed that this university “will enable us to teach our children wisdom, to instruct them in all the knowledge and learning, in the arts, sciences, and learned professions.” [3]



They listed wisdom as a priority and ranked it even before knowledge and learning. Less than three years after the pioneers entered the valley of the Great Salt Lake, they inaugurated the University of the State of Deseret on February 28, 1850. [4] Later, several academies of learning were established with the hope that wisdom could be instilled among their youth.


Beware of Unbalance

While you search for education and wisdom, I need to offer a serious word of caution. Choose carefully what you will learn, whose teachings you will follow, and whose purposes you will serve. And don’t place all of your intellectual eggs in the solitary basket of secular learning. Remember this warning from the Book of Mormon:

“O the vainness, and the frailties, and the foolishness of men! When they are learned they think they are wise, and they hearken not unto the counsel of God, for they set it aside, supposing they know of themselves, wherefore, their wisdom is foolishness and it profiteth them not. And they shall perish.



“But to be learned is good if they hearken unto the counsels of God” (2 Nephi 9:28–29).

That scriptural counsel was not heeded by a rich friend of mine who once proudly boasted that his climb toward wealth had come from tireless work and lessons learned in the “school of hard knocks.” But his financial fortune had come at the expense of his spiritual development. Only when it was too late did he discover, to his regret, that his ladder of success had been leaning against the wrong wall. He had never heeded the following instruction from his Maker:



“Seek not for riches but for wisdom, and behold, the mysteries of God shall be unfolded unto you, and then shall you be made rich. Behold, he that hath eternal life is rich” (D&C 6:7; see also 11:7).



In retrospect, I can now see that mankind’s general and pervasive lack of knowledge of the scriptures has handicapped great numbers of people for long periods of time. The suffering that has resulted from such ignorance is truly tragic. I will illustrate that point with excerpts from history that pertain to the spread of infection from one person to another. [5]



Back in the 19th century, very little was known about the transmission of infectious disease. Health officials and others ascribed infection simply to “air pollution.” They were not concerned about pollution of the air by the visible, smoggy, hydrocarbons of today, but by what they called an invisible miasma. That miasma was blamed for almost every infection. In 1867, for example, the famous surgeon, Lord Joseph Lister, indicted bad air as the chief cause of infection. Because of that notion, in 1869, Dr. J. Y. Simpson of Edinburgh urged a policy that hospitals be taken down and rebuilt every few years. [6] Such a costly practice was also advocated by other experts. [7]



Even Florence Nightingale, a living legend following her heroic efforts in the Crimean War, was unaware of the transmission of infection from one patient to another—this despite her careful notations that wound infection accounted for 40 percent of postoperative mortality. [8] Many others missed the connection, too. For centuries, innumerable mothers and babies died from “childbirth fever”—serious infections unknowingly transmitted among innocent people by the unwashed hands of attendants. [9]



It was only in the latter part of the 19th Century that the great health heroes Robert Koch, Louis Pasteur, and others proved that infection could be caused by bacteria. Infectious organisms in contaminated body fluids were transmitted from one individual to another by attendants who had not washed their hands.



With these painful recollections of history in mind, may I quote the word of the Lord, as recorded long ago in the Old Testament’s book of Leviticus, chapter 15:

“The Lord spake unto Moses and to Aaron, saying,



“Speak unto the children of Israel, and say unto them, When any man hath a running issue [or as we would say, pus draining] out of his flesh, because of his issue he is unclean.



“And this shall be his uncleanness in his issue . . . .



“Every bed, whereon he lieth that hath the issue, is unclean: and every thing, whereon he sitteth, shall be unclean.



“And whosoever toucheth his bed shall wash his clothes, and bathe himself in water . . . .



“And he that toucheth the flesh of him that hath the issue shall wash his clothes, and bathe himself in water” (Leviticus 15:1–7; emphasis added).



Several verses follow that reemphasize those important instructions. Then we read this conclusion:



“And when he that hath an issue is cleansed of his issue; then he shall . . . wash his clothes, and bathe his flesh in running water, and shall be clean” (v. 13).

Thus, our loving Heavenly Father clearly revealed, and His prophet faithfully recorded, the principles of clean technique in the handling of infected patients more than 3,000 years ago!



These scriptures are in complete harmony with modern medical guidelines. [10] But during those many millennia, how many mothers needlessly perished? How many children suffered because man’s quest for knowledge had failed to incorporate the word of the Lord in that quest?


Contemporary Challenges

In our day, many challenges face us. Some are new, some are old—simply clothed in modern attire. The epistles of Paul include prophecies pertaining to our day. Do these descriptions sound familiar?

“In the last days perilous times shall come.



“For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, [and the list of insidious qualities goes on] . . .



“Without natural affection, . . .



“Lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; . . .



“Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth” (2 Timothy 3:1–7).

Paul’s warnings describe these and other dangers of our day. You and I know that many of these threats to happiness are wrong because they are contrary to God’s will. Yet they are championed by persuasive people possessing more ability than morality, more knowledge than wisdom. Their convenient rationalization provides self-consoling justification. But the Bible warns us that “the way of a fool is right in his own eyes” (Proverbs 12:15). Indeed, individuals with ignorance of doctrine, or people with malignity of purpose, often wear the mask of honesty. So we must constantly be on guard.



Presently, many influential people attribute problems of our day to overpopulation. That concept of overpopulation has become broadly believed, and efforts have been made to control birthrates—with regrettable results. For any society to survive, its birth rate must average at least 2.16 births per woman. In the past 50 years, the birthrate has dropped in nearly every nation of the world. In the nations of Europe, the birthrate has dropped from the replacement rate of 2.16 children per woman to the present rate of 1.45. [11] Data from the United States show similar worrisome trends. In 1960, minor children constituted half of the population; now they are only 30 percent. [12] Predictions are that by the year 2025, single-person households in the United States will outnumber families with children. [13]



Meanwhile, the Lord’s command to “be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it” (see Genesis 1:28; 9:1; Moses 2:28; Abraham 4:28) has never been rescinded.



Now, let me ask you a question. Is the world truly overpopulated? Consider the facts. The latest data indicate that the world’s population is 6.8 billion people. If every one of those 6.8 billion people were allocated one quarter of an acre (for example, under that formula a family with a father and a mother with two children would be given one acre), I repeat, if a quarter of an acre were allocated to each man, woman, and child now living on the earth today, they would all fit in the country of Brazil, with 20 percent of Brazil still left unoccupied!



So the real question is, do we have faith in the word of the Lord? He said, “For the earth is full, and there is enough and to spare” (D&C 104:17). God’s work and His glory is to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man, and He has provided this earthly opportunity for us to prepare for that glorious goal.



My young brothers and sisters, to build a house straight and strong, you do not choose crooked boards. So to build your eternal destiny, you cannot—you must not—limit your lessons only to those lessons that are warped by the world to exclude the truth from God. The Book of Mormon underlines this note of caution and hope:



“Seek not to counsel the Lord, but to take counsel from his hand. For behold, ye yourselves know that he counseleth in wisdom, and in justice, and in great mercy, over all his works” (Jacob 4:10).



Avoidable deaths and mounting financial burdens are also being incurred worldwide because of indifference to or ignorance of God’s declaration that tobacco “is not good for man” (D&C 89:8). Many other societal problems could be listed, such as alcohol and drug abuse, gambling, pornography, immorality, infidelity, and erosion of family stability. We may know much, and still remain unwise. Where is the knowledge we have lost in obtaining information? And where is the wisdom we have lost in gaining knowledge? [14]


Wisdom Found

Wisdom is to be found in pure intelligence—in that divine light of the gospel which can guide people in all countries, all climes, and all continents. The Lord has promised that “a light shall break forth among them that sit in darkness, and it shall be the fulness of my gospel” (D&C 45:28). Then the Lord lamented:

“But they receive it not; for they perceive not the light, and they turn their hearts from me because of the precepts of men. . . .



“And there shall be men standing in that generation, that shall not pass until they shall see an overflowing scourge; for a desolating sickness shall cover the land.



“But my disciples shall stand in holy places, and shall not be moved; but among the wicked, men shall lift up their voices and curse God and die.



“And there shall be earthquakes also in divers places, and many desolations; yet men will harden their hearts against me” (D&C 45:29–33; see also 87:6).

In contrast to the darkness of such bitter chaos, the bright light of the gospel of Jesus Christ beams as the hope of the world. Missionaries and members courageously proclaim its brilliance. Wise students throughout the world heed its light and enrich their education by adding the curriculum of Church seminaries and institutes. The Lord hides His wisdom from no one. His disciple, James, wrote, “If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally” (James 1:5).



Again we consider the question once asked by Job: “Where shall wisdom be found?” (Job 28:12.) The answer: it emanates from the Lord. He declared, “I will give unto the children of men line upon line, precept upon precept, here a little and there a little; and blessed are those who hearken unto my precepts, and lend an ear unto my counsel, for they shall learn wisdom; for unto him that receiveth I will give more” (2 Nephi 28:30).



Divine light and wisdom continue to increase when love for Deity grows: “That which is of God is light; and he that receiveth light, and continueth in God, receiveth more light; and that light groweth brighter and brighter until the perfect day” (D&C 50:24; see also 88:67).



Here is the Lord’s promise to you and to me: “He that keepeth [God’s] commandments receiveth truth and light, until he is glorified in truth and knoweth all things” (D&C 93:28).



Where is wisdom? It pulses and surges in the Lord’s light of truth! With that light, He lifts us toward His glorious goal of eternal life, when we may dwell with Him forever.



Be we again reminded that in our opening hymn we prayed for wisdom and knowledge. Each of us sang, “As I Searched the Holy Scriptures, loving Father of mankind, may my heart be blessed with wisdom, and may knowledge fill my mind.” These blessings granted will provide undergirding and everlasting hope in our hearts.



I know that God lives. Jesus is the Christ. This is His Church. We are His disciples. I leave my testimony, love and blessing with you, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.




[1] “As I Search the Holy Scriptures,” Hymns, no. 277.
[2] Thomas Jefferson to Benjamin Rush, September 23, 1800, in Elbert D. Thomas, Thomas Jefferson, World Citizen, 1942), 251.
[3] History of the Church, 4:269.
[4] See Journal History of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, 28 Feb. 1850, 1–2.
[5] See J. Lister, “ On a New Method of Treating Compound Fracture, Abscess, Etc., with Observations on the Conditions of Suppuration,” Lancet, 1
(1867):326.
[6] See J. Y. Simpson, “Our Existing System of Hospitalism and Its Effects,” Edinburgh Med. Journal, 14 (1869):817.
[7] See L. A. Stimson, “Bacteria and Their Influence upon the Origin and Development of Septic Complications of Wounds,” New York Med. Journal, 22
(1875):144.
[8] See Edward Cook, The Life of Florence Nightingale, 2 vols. (1913), 1:352–438.
[9] See Ignaz Philipp Semmelweiss, Die Aetiologie, der Begriff und die Prophylaxis des Kindbettfiebers, reprinted from 1861 ed. (1966), 102–13.
[10] See Isolation Techniques for use in Hospitals (National Communicable Disease Center, 1970), 9.
[11] See United Nations World Population Prospects: 2006 revision—Table II.1,p.9.
[12] See David P. Goldman, “Demographics & Depression,” First Things (May 2009), 24.
[13] Ibid.
[14] See T. S. Eliot, “Choruses from ‘The Rock,’” The Complete Poems and Plays (1971), 96.