In too deep...

I fear that my heart has already swam to the bottom of the ocean to capture what I hope is yours.
I fear that I've already decided how and when we will spend our lives together.
I fear that my head cannot keep up in time.
I fear I'm in too deep.

I fear that when you realize how my heart pounds at the sound of your voice or the thought of your touch that you will run so far.
You will run and never look back....leaving me in the dust yet again to muddy the ground with my tears.

I fear the heartbreak will push me over the edge and I won't be able to recover.
Swim to the top where there is air for me....I can't.
I'm in too deep.

I fear that my fear doesn't matter.
I'm in too deep and for once.....I think I'm going to stay here and see what it feels like for a while.
Ill take the plunge and risk the chance of losing my breath.
I'll stay too deep....and hope that this one time, you'll bring me to safety.