Lights will guide you Home.

"Fix You"

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

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This song. This song has every lyric to explain what I'm feeling today. I just pretend that Jesus is singing it to me. The "lights" is the light of Christ or the Gospel. Christ is the master teacher and the master healer. Maybe I've FINALLY learned the valuable lesson. I'm not saying that I can flip a switch and magically forget the last five months of my life, but when I feel like I'm down, I must look up. Faith. It's a noble concept. One that I'm implementing. I have never, not once, trusted the Lord to guide me to someone. I have always tried to control it and felt that I knew who was best for me. That doesn't seem to be working (clearly). So I'm going to let Him fix me. And in three months from now, I'll be driving to Idaho to experience life as I've never known it. I hope I'm ready.

I love music.

And the stir fry I made for dinner tonight.